HoliDAys bLuEs~

rite now...im sitting in a crowd of people at a foodcourt.... everybody else are busy digging in with their lunch while im juz clicking here n there with my laptop...cm pening je ayt ni...ni lah akibatnye ble dah lame x surf internet...sumer bende nak bukak... huhuhu siannye kt diri sndirik...waaa~

so skang ni cuti...nak kate lame tue..xla.. tp half from my batch blik msia la...sdeynye...sunyi...woo~
jgn tinggalkan daku!!!!!!!!!

it juz been a couple of days..tp rase cm nak gle dah...huhu
dasat kn...

erm... some of my frens which didn't go back to msia oso....planning on going for a trip to Sukabumi...i heard from them dat it was a quite nice place...ade pantai..coral n all dat stuffs la...cm bese...although i dah pegi pangandaran b4..which was oso pantai nyer tmpt..tp rase cm nak pergi lagi...coz g ramai2 kot..so cm best..hehe
konon tgh sunbathing..weee...

still in planning though..hoping everything will go smoothly...if not..i'll felt so damn rugi coz x blik msia... miss all my frens lor...cdey2...

I was TAGGED by Mr.Adie...woo~

• RULE #1 - People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any 1 questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.....

• RULE #2 - Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by and continue this game by sending it to other people.
  

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
go to heck with him..i'll be the best he neva had~

2. Do you like tags?
well..it helps when i have nuthin' to write about..

3. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
be a good doctor..help my family n others...
4. Whose butt would you like to kick??
JOHN!!!!!!!!
5. What would you do with a billion dollars?
bring my family to Mekah..Insya-Allah...

6. Will you fall in love with your bestfriend?
dah pun...long story..hehehe but he'll neva know about it...

7. Which is more exciting, kicking someone or being kicked by someone?
Both are very exciting(apsal tuka kaler jadi ijau plak ni??cane nk btulkn blik??)

8. Are you gorgeous?
OF COZ LA..hehehe

9. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
i'll steal him form his gurl...hahaha kidding lorr... juz hope dat he'll see me some way...

10. What do you pray each day for your loved one?
family bleh kn??? live happily n blessed by Allah for eva n eva..

11. What takes you down the fastest?
no money..huhu

12. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
neurologist...happy family with lovely hubby n wonderful children..ngee...
13. Why do you think you are so tensed up..no matter at the office..or at home or in your toilet??
neva be so tense everyday...so,no answer...
14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
dat kambing aa..he so mamai,kind,schizo sket..hehe

15. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
rich n married... money can't buy happiness..so it is good to share it with loved ones..

16. Who would you like to see the moment you wake up?
i prefer wht n not who... msg from my fren saying dat class is cancel ...hahahaha

17. What’s the character must have in your partner?
love me as I love him..

18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
none...

19. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
forgive yes...forget susah sket la...it keeps me aware..bcoz i'll not let wht he/she did to me happens twice..

20. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
SINGLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

21. Would you leave your family behind just to chase your dreams?
of coz not....because if it wasn't bcoz of them..i'll neva gonna reach it..


my mangse for dis tagging thingy are..jeng3
1) Farahain
2) Richie
3)Que
4)Mira noor
5) Ujeng
sowie guys...not many targets...hehe

A LesSon Worth 2 RemeMbEr!!!

i was feeling down recently...bcoz of the most important things for a student who are under scholarship or foundation or wateva...MONEY!!!!! it is probably not a big deal for some of us since they have additional scholar provided by PA&MA..fhm kan ape??hehehe well not for me tho... ok back to the problem guys...
supposely,every month around 20-22nd of dat month..duit dah msuk... paling lmbt pun 25th la...but dis month...we got it sooooooo LATE!!! why???? well..at first i didn't know what was the causative agent..i was so down bcoz nak bli kasut la...don't have one...all my shoes dah rosak..x byk pun tau..3 pairs only ye(attention 2 sape2 y byk kasut tue,borrow bley??hehehe) end up i had to wear my shoe dat have about 1 n 1/2 inch heel (Ihate heels!!!!!!!!) i prefer wedges tho..ekeke so not comfortable..since during classes u have to move around quite a lot..n moreover, im not so ladylike..lmh lembut n wat so eva not.... so pity me la kan...=(
ok...actually dah byk menyimpang ni...all i have to say is dat we need to be patient...money could be d problem for us which we thought so hard..but think again there are other people who were suffering a lot worse than us...i end up saying to myself...it's ok...sabar la..esok msuk la tue...( I actually smpat berkabung kejap..sdey lorr) Allah nak test je...kuat x thn mslh ni...kejap je..lek2..(bermonolog sndiri ye..)
all of a sudden, my fren dayang came to my haus..i asked her to check my account for me later dis evening....duit dak msuk lorr...alhamdulillah... Im not thinking of going shopping for shoes only ye.. I need dat money to pay d rent of my haus..books, since we've entered the new sems..byk tau..
juz wanna say sowie to anim bcoz during the 'berkabung' period...i was quite fuzzy n irritable...i didn't mean to be like dat..woo~thanx to Farah..coz sudi dgr n tmn I membebel pasal dis prob..hahaha
so....wht happen tomorrow?????
BANDUNG HERE WE COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PiTy Isma~

Yesterday at around 4am..
while im busy surfing the net...buglars broke into one of my fren's haus...
diorang tgh tgk bola kt ats...so x perasan...ISma's room is underground..so,susah la nak dgr pape...the buglars took away his laptop n PSP (which he bought it with his own money!!!) ciannye...i didn't know until later dat morning in class..
they said the buglars probably oredy aim d haus for a while..coz they managed to broke the window without making some serious noise..dasat2...
lucky he was upstairs..coz if he was in the room,the buglars might hurt him or anything..
i hope dat it won't happen again..Pak PoLisi lakukan tugas anda!!!!!

BoWink~

SaYe BOwinK la..
SO nAK MeRePEK Je...
Nak G BanDunG..ShopPing 4 Shoes ( SeriOusLy nEeDed!!)
Woo~

~RaiNdRopS~

tick..tick ..tick..
i saw the raindrops outside my window
every splash makes music
dear to my ears, i follow the flow..

i felt like the flowers are screaming with joy
with the shimmering crystal of the raindrops
He poured His love to us all
feeling so grateful wishing it won't stop

raindrops came knocking on my windows
don't be sad coz sun will shines thru ur sorrow
n don't hesitate, it might be ur call
to live the life as beautiful as the rainbows....

p/s: it was me tgh berangan...LOL 0_o

QuoTe~~

knowing others makes you a wise man,
but knowing yourself, makes you an enlightened man.

well...i get dis quote from one of fren's blog.. (cube teka sape??) ermm..he wrote dat he doesn't quite get the difference between wise man n enlightened man..

dis is my opinion..by knowing others..yes u do become wise..u learn many new things from people.good and even bad things.n knowing urself means u noe wht u want..u also noe which one is good to urself despite the affection the things might gave u (for example going shopping..hehehe) n have more awareness about urself n from dat point..u can change urself in becoming a better person ..dat's the big point i think..

well..mcm merepek je wht i juz said..because to teel the truth..i did some thinking about dis before..but rite now i juz can't seem to blurt it out..i guess it juz for me to figure it out on my own..

n some words are do better to be left unwritten...(awat cm phening je ayt ni?? 0_o)

wHeRe To??!

i got a almost 2 weeks holiday this december...most of my frens went home...i chose not to coz baru je blik for raye..xkn nak blik lagi...d gap is to short..not worth it..is not dat i didn't miss my family...but the cost is toooooo expansive.. dat's why is not worth it.. i have planned to go jalan2..about 2 months ago, my frens n I actually plan to go to Bali..but when we think back, going to Bali for this SHORT holiday is tiring,wasting time n oso money... we have 2 choices..is either going there by bus or plane..

BUS...
~24 hours in the bus on our way to Bali n back to Bandung..
~d places dat we can visit odw are not very appealing to me..huhu

PLANE
~rm1200 is needed...don't have dat much money in my pocket rite now..if so,i prefer to buy books..daa..dats my priority rite??

so....end up we decided to go to jakarta...n...other places are still in consideration...hehehe

* BoGoR- got a safari there

* PanGanDaRan- a beach...oredy went there on August..

* JogJaKarTa- some of the candi are under construction la..so d scenery jd x cantik..huhu
* erm...mane lg yek????

im so not good in dis....

im trying to change d layout for my blog...i juz wanna make it look nicer...but i dunno wht went wrong coz it failed to be saved...huhu should i blamed the wireless connection for being a tortoise @ d website itself??? i don't blame me self coz i know i did it according to d instruction....hehe


So FrUsTRaTeD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

d grudge inside me...

there is actually one guy, a senior whom i hate so much..long story..to cut it short was dat he scolded me during the orientation week in front all of the other students accusing me to be rude to his stupid gurlfren (i think she's deaf oso..=p) which i didn't..n he never apologized...wht a stupid stuck-up senior!!huhu i don't even want to called him a senior bcoz he doesn't deserve my respect.. try to forget about it so badly but keeping it inside neva make me feel better either..n for me to forget it is by not seeing his face anywhere around..
but all of a sudden,after a long time..2 days ago, accidentally we were in the same angkot (the public transport here in Bandung..more like a van tho..) i sat so near to him..i don't know whether he remember me or not.. but i started to get all fierce up.. thinking dat this is my payback time.. i lost control of my hand n almost about to punch him!! seriously!! glad dat my frens were there..they calm me down by making things funny..( thanx to Hanim,Farah n Dayang..) they really save me from doing the stupid thing n creating a bigger mess..coz u know even though i hate him so much..but by doing that didn't really solve the problem well..
i juz hope dat he realized what he had done was wrong..n before accusing anyone, get the real story first..ask both sides..but if I ever hear dat he have done the same thing to other junior..i'll kick his ass seriously dis time!!! wakakakakaka

new sem....wooo=[

today is the second day of my 4th sem... dermatomusculoskeletal system...hahaha didn't quite prepared actually since I juz finish the final exam last week..they are so mean...can't u give us a break..3 days only???? tell me wht i can do within 3 days.... sleeping thru out the day to replace the time for sleeping during the exam period oredy took me 2 days..hahahaha i went swimming with my friends.... hangout at the nearest shopping mall...going crazy...there are actually nuthing much in this mall....but wee managed to be there for the whole day...still thinking wht have we done dat day...well....according to my plan before the exam finish..i want to go to Kota Bandung..do myself some shopping..not much la...financial probs always followed after dat..wooo... but mostly i juz didn't want to be at home becoz my room was in serious mess...hahahaha so many things to read but so lil time..so i end up having books spread around in my room...i even sleep with books...dear beloved lecturers, give me good results..can u see how hard i strive for dis exam??!!!^_~ i hope i did well though....

wHy??!!

blog is like diary but the difference is dat everybody else can read it....u can even give comments..well..to be true..it is not going to be really down n dirty i shall say..but im gonna give it a try..not sure wether i can keep up or not..depends on time management( dis is my weakness!!)

looking at the bright side..dis is a way u want to say wht u want to say when u can't say it out loud..thought it might hurt somebody or probably nobody will listen...fuh...well...got nuthing to say for the time being..so i'll start later...let me make a list of wht im gonna write about...maybe i'll become a writer someday...i wonder..^_^

so gudbye for now...~