SaYE YanG NAkaL ('',)

Hye…I have a confession…juz wanna say sorry to my friends…one is PO-G, my group member and CHIECHIE.. last Monday, we had a laboratory activity where we were using frog as the specimen… we want to check the effect of adrenaline towards blood vessels by checking it from the frog's tongue…but first we need to paralyzed the frog by drilling a hole in its head using a screwdriver-like thingy, then push it towards the vetebrae...i felt sorry for the frog actually...nape la x pengsankn je...coz we did that, the frog will end up dead oso...sorry to Mr.Froggy...for your info, we need the frog to be alive for the test..Proudly saying, for my group, i'm the one who did it..to tell you the truth, i was so damn scared..not the drilling part but i'm afraid that the frog will jump at me when i try to take it out from the jar...huhu i did itsuccessfully though w/out blood splattered onto my lab coat..woosshh..wht a relieved...

the main point is...both of my friends above were afraid of frog..huhu I decided to play around…just to tease PO-G.. hehehe but accidentally I made CHIECHIE afraid too… I noticed that I probably when overboard cause she was crying..i felt so horrible…dats me not knowing when to stop fooling around... addition, i had also put the frog into PO-G's bag afterwards but BTEE took it out coz xnak bersubahat...BRAVO TO BTEE!!! but I already apologized to both of them…. But then I need to take precaution so that it won’t happen again… I know that I shouldn’t be fooling around too much…woo~ sorry again guys!!!

p/s: actually it was so fun seeing PO-G running around the lab.. trying to avoid me and the frog…hahaha he is a big guy..chubby actually…so it was cute!!!! ^_^ jgn perasan ye po-g...

7 QUESTIONS!!!!

~I have been tagged by my dearest crazy fren FAraHaiN...so here it goes...woosshh...

Tag 1..

1.7 ciri lelaki idaman saya

- kind

- more sensible than me...coz i want him to lead me to the right way..

- handsome??? not sure...coz when u are in love...u won't even notice if he has a big mole on his cheek...hahahaha juz joking=p

- wise...as a whole ok??

- a person wbo i can talk to

- luv me for who i am is the most important i think...

2.7 lelaki yang pernah saya minati [cinta?]

~to be honest with u..panjang list nie..haha this question is more towards one-sided love huh?? i list down the most memorable ones je la ye...

> time kt skolah rendah...one guy..name...ehem2...bahaye coz ade yg knal..his cute,kind,funny...and he gave me a bracelet tau..time tue br darjah 5..hehe cinta berbalas ok??! die yg approach dulu..wink*

>time skolah menengah plak..he is a senior...one year older je...macho gle seriously!!!hahaha i admire him for a quite long time i think...but no progression ye...wooo~

>still time skolah menengah...i called him my closet poet..hehehe dunno much about him actually...never had a real conversation with him at skool dulu...huhu

>at matrix plak...i like this guy...not like fall in love or sumthing like dat.. it juz i like to tease him coz he is the quietest of the bunch of boys...hahaha

3.7 perasaan sekiranya keluar dengan orang yang diminati [cinta?]

>probably blush during every seconds of the date...hahaha

>complete silence or shall i say loss of words..

>not being cute at all...i juz sucks at dat!!!

>i wish the world stop spinning...hehehe

4.7 tempat istimewa yang ingin dilawati bersama orang yang tersayang

> AROUND THE WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

5.7 barangan/sesuatu istimewa yang mungkin dihadiahkan buat orang tersayang

> ermmm....susahnye...a watch maybe..

6.7 Lagu yang anda nyanyikan untuk orang tersayang

>love song la of coz...hehehe can't think of one la rite now...

7.7 thing about the person that TAG u..

>a friend, whom i enjoy and appreciate her company...luv u gurl!!! ^_^

Tag 2, same rules like above ..

1. Take a recent CUTE photo of yourself.2. Don’t change anything, edit or whatever.3. Post that photo.4. Post this instructions with the photo.5. Tag 7 people to do this.

At-10-Tion!!!!!

to these lucky people...this tag is calling u out loud!!! haha

1)Amer

2)PAan

3)Mira Noor..if u read my blog of coz..

4)Adie

5)Cik Rye..

6)isma...hahaha

7)sape yg rase nak wat silakan....('',)

p/s: for boys..tukar la soklan tue ye...kang pelik plak jadinye...

MeRePek JerK??!!

To early for another post huh?? Well…wht can u say…when sumthing come up to ur mind is better to quickly write it down or else it will be stuck in ur head forever…rite now all im thinking was it is actually hard for us to find true frens… though u said that A is ur besties or u even have a grup of besties…for me im not sure they really are my besties… for example, my frens n I Have been besties since we were in high skool… supposedly it should be 8 of us…but now im not really sure…woo~ it is not about them actually, all the thinking is about me…am I a good fren for them??? I can’t be with them when they need some1 to lean on…moreover, we were all far separated now… bz with our own life….last time we met was on December 2007…miss them so much…

but for now, all u can have is the frens dat are around u.. it is them whom u care about or even talk to when u have problems…. I really wanted to appreciate the frenship I have now… not wanting for it to be destroyed by anything… all the TWP 07/08 gurlz n boyz… I really truly love u guys…. Dunno how I can portray this…but I do hope dat we can be frens for as long as possible… moreover, it will be only u guys faces n craziness dat I will be seeing for the next 4 years to come…hahahaha I know it is hard for myself to open up my heart to everyone… well, as time flies… I’ll try my best…fix my flaw… cut down all the trashy talk about someone else.. my deepest apologies utk sape yg terase… im not perfect ok??? And whoever say dat they didn’t do those kind of talk are a complete liars!!!!! Hahahaha juz joking..=p coz I don’t want to end up graduating ‘alone’ if u know wht I mean…

so, enuf with ‘merepek’ness… got work to do… medical student always have stuff to do…flipping pages after pages of those freakingly thick books…. Hahahaha tipu saja… dats not me ok???? In my schedule, the most important thing is….JENG3… SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I seriously have to stop or else I will end up writing nonsense thing even more… ja ne!!!!!

MeRePek JerK??!!

Sashiburi ne???? ohaiyo….. well not much happen to me lately..same old, same old me… moving on with my life…still having the same probs…money especially… but then my house rental money part have been settled…both me n anim had paid our parts just recently.. I gain weight!!!!!!!!! Dunno know how to loose it though…. I try to do exercises at the evening but class really makes me tired n sleepy so all I wanted to do is sleep …. I Eat more than I should…huhu I think I’ll start with bringing not much extra money to class.. so dat I wont be able to g o to canteen I buy stuff to eat… eat less LIPID-full foods and more fruits…hahaha I oredy start on dat …. Eat less spicy food coz just recently I had to go to clinic due to pelvic pain…I thought it was appendicitis so dats why I go… so the doc ask me to less it up a bit… now,wht I wanted so badly is to have internet connection at my house… Im getting sick of having to go to bale net n sit there for 3 hours or even more just to surf internet….stupid padma!!!!! I dunno when they actually gonna respond….is not like they didn’t have my number which I oredy gave them like 1 week ago… well…dah give up..so let it be…it might be good for myself…but then I will become so bored at home..coz rite now my DVD player didn’t work… need money to get it fix which I don’t have rite now… so I juz kept repeatedly watch cartoon KAT-TUN to entertain myself which i oredy hafal wht happen in each n every episodes..huhuhu they are my only source… nak borrow hanim’s lappy..she wanted to use oso.. my life rite now is all about BORINGNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I wanted to go somewhere n have fun but no money…can’t afford to spend money recklessly anymore…woooo~ I try to save 500 Rp pr day..but it only last almost a month… coz rite now angkot fee is not 1500Rp anymore…the petrol price has went down so we only need to pay 1000 RP…heehehehe serve them rite… lastly…is about the issue of the Palestinians… I dunno wht to believe anymore… medias sometimes can be just a bunch of lies… all we can do is pray for them..n hoping that the war will stop soon… i don’t know wht Israel want so badly… n how barbarian they are n I felt sick towards those who didn’t see just how bad they are…. There are few things dat we can avoid buying to cripple the economy of Israel … like McD, KFC, n lots n pots of other things… most of it we use it or like it… we can stop it gradually… as for me… I try to stop going to KFc…n I hope I can do the same to McD ….dats all I guess… get bored oredy…. Later maybe… cho kimochi watta…. Hehehehe

Ur dearest KAT-TUN freak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HoLA 2009!!!!!!!

salam..

actually it was oredy quite late to welcome the year 2009 n oso tahun baru hijrah 1430...been bz lately..plus, with me not having internet connection at my house...to update dis blog everyday or even once a week, is hard..wooo~

well..so far...my life has been good...become a year older jusr recently makes me wanna do some 'reconstruction' to myself...no externally ye...my behavior,time management,self study...etc...cm bese la...easy to say like azam tahun baru la...kuang3

here are the lists:-

• watching muvies are only allowed during the weekend
• study everyday...dats ur job....medical books are interesting u know...LOL~
  
• save up some money..(bcoz i always have financial prob by the end of the month..woo~)
• diet??!!! (im not sure it can be done or not...hehe)
• jalan2 to bandung once a month or maybe once every 2 months...huhu
• etc..byk lagi sebenarnye....tp bowink la nak tulis semue...

so,i hope everyone can pray for me..so dat i can achieve all of these...

DIYANA, U CAN DO IT!!!! GANBATTE NE!!! IT IS TIME TO CHANGE!!! MARI BERHIJRAH!!!


p/s: dats for now i guess....really hope dat i can update dis blog everyday...lots n pots of things i wanna write....so much to say but so little time..woo~

HoliDAys bLuEs~

rite now...im sitting in a crowd of people at a foodcourt.... everybody else are busy digging in with their lunch while im juz clicking here n there with my laptop...cm pening je ayt ni...ni lah akibatnye ble dah lame x surf internet...sumer bende nak bukak... huhuhu siannye kt diri sndirik...waaa~

so skang ni cuti...nak kate lame tue..xla.. tp half from my batch blik msia la...sdeynye...sunyi...woo~
jgn tinggalkan daku!!!!!!!!!

it juz been a couple of days..tp rase cm nak gle dah...huhu
dasat kn...

erm... some of my frens which didn't go back to msia oso....planning on going for a trip to Sukabumi...i heard from them dat it was a quite nice place...ade pantai..coral n all dat stuffs la...cm bese...although i dah pegi pangandaran b4..which was oso pantai nyer tmpt..tp rase cm nak pergi lagi...coz g ramai2 kot..so cm best..hehe
konon tgh sunbathing..weee...

still in planning though..hoping everything will go smoothly...if not..i'll felt so damn rugi coz x blik msia... miss all my frens lor...cdey2...

I was TAGGED by Mr.Adie...woo~

• RULE #1 - People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any 1 questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.....

• RULE #2 - Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by and continue this game by sending it to other people.
  

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
go to heck with him..i'll be the best he neva had~

2. Do you like tags?
well..it helps when i have nuthin' to write about..

3. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
be a good doctor..help my family n others...
4. Whose butt would you like to kick??
JOHN!!!!!!!!
5. What would you do with a billion dollars?
bring my family to Mekah..Insya-Allah...

6. Will you fall in love with your bestfriend?
dah pun...long story..hehehe but he'll neva know about it...

7. Which is more exciting, kicking someone or being kicked by someone?
Both are very exciting(apsal tuka kaler jadi ijau plak ni??cane nk btulkn blik??)

8. Are you gorgeous?
OF COZ LA..hehehe

9. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
i'll steal him form his gurl...hahaha kidding lorr... juz hope dat he'll see me some way...

10. What do you pray each day for your loved one?
family bleh kn??? live happily n blessed by Allah for eva n eva..

11. What takes you down the fastest?
no money..huhu

12. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
neurologist...happy family with lovely hubby n wonderful children..ngee...
13. Why do you think you are so tensed up..no matter at the office..or at home or in your toilet??
neva be so tense everyday...so,no answer...
14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
dat kambing aa..he so mamai,kind,schizo sket..hehe

15. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
rich n married... money can't buy happiness..so it is good to share it with loved ones..

16. Who would you like to see the moment you wake up?
i prefer wht n not who... msg from my fren saying dat class is cancel ...hahahaha

17. What’s the character must have in your partner?
love me as I love him..

18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
none...

19. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
forgive yes...forget susah sket la...it keeps me aware..bcoz i'll not let wht he/she did to me happens twice..

20. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
SINGLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

21. Would you leave your family behind just to chase your dreams?
of coz not....because if it wasn't bcoz of them..i'll neva gonna reach it..


my mangse for dis tagging thingy are..jeng3
1) Farahain
2) Richie
3)Que
4)Mira noor
5) Ujeng
sowie guys...not many targets...hehe