BORING HOLIDAY??

some of my TWP's frenzy complained about our 1 month holiday, how bored they are and how dull it was for them...as a medical students,having so many free time make us become quite awkward..(ye ke???wink*) well, unfortunately, i felt the same...im happy to be at home with my family..it juz that i want to go somewhere or anywhere..doing something...not juz 'lazying' around at my house... besides being a COUCH POTATO, hibernating, and etc... FYI, i did the house chores ok??!! juz to clear up ur thought about me as being the ultimate lazybum in the universe....haha but u know la..my mom need to yell at me or start her sarcasm, then only i'll get into action...sowie ye mak...^_^ but when im in the mood to be the 'Maid of The Day', our house will be clean, neat, all folded clothes went into each closets, no dirty dishes in the sink..except for the cooking part... i leave it to mum so that my siblings won't be starving when the get back from schools...
i want to meet my besties..sheila,kay,ili,amer.... miss them so much..it always fun to hang out with them..bcoz it seems that i didn't usually get to hang out with my friends here in Malaysia..mane x nye...sumer jauh2..mostly in N9 of coz.. wht else i want to do?? erm..let see... go to the beach.. basically i want to go for vacation with my family..too bad that school's holiday only start right after i went back to Indonesia...pity me....T_T
but perhaps i shouldn't think so much on things i couldn't do and instead enjoy everything that i could do...here it goes...firstly,fight with my siblings, play with my cats(there are 9 of them.hehe), mkn mskn mak yg of coz the best in MY world..haha gotong-royong bersihkan laman rumah(dis only happen when abah is at home..fuhh..), surfing the net until i don't even know wht else to d/load or anything, watching DVDs that i 'borong' b4 going back to Msia...many other small2 things..i don't want to write it here..u'll get bored...haha dat's all i guess...

p/s: lame sgt cuti, membuatkan otak saye berkarat... woo~

a story to tell...

Maryam, guru kelas Tadika menganjurkan satu permainan yang sungguh menarik untuk murid-muridnya. Setiap murid diminta membawa beg plastik yang berisi pisang yang tertulis nama orang yang paling mereka benci ke kelas pada esok hari. Jadi, jumlah pisang yang perlu dibawa bergantung kepada jumlah orang yang dibenci.

Keesokan harinya, setiap murid membawa beg plastic berisi pisang masing-masing. Ada yang membawa tiga biji, ada juga lima biji dan paling banyak lapan biji. Semuanya sudah ditulis nama orang yang paling mereka benci.

"Sekarang simpan pisang tu. Jangan lupa bawa ke mana sahaja kamu pergi selama seminggu. Inilah permainannya. Selepas seminggu, kita akan tahu keputusannya" beritahu Cikgu Maryam. Kanak-kanak tersebut menyimpan pisang masing-masing di dalam beg.

Hari demi hari berlalu, pisang tersebut mula berbintik-bintik dan akhirnya menjadi busuk . Kanak-kanak itu mula merungut dan marah. Mereka tidak menyukai permainan itu lagi kerana selain beg berat, badan berbau busuk. Ada yang menangis, enggan meneruskan permainan.

Seminggu berlalu, pagi-pagi lagi murid-murid Maryam sudah bersorak. Permainan sudah tamat. Tidak ada lagi beban dan bau busuk yang perlu dibawa.

"Okey semua, apa rasanya bawa pisang dalam beg ke sana ke mari selama seminggu?" tanya Cikgu Mayam. Semuanya serentak mengatakan mereka benci permainan itu. Mereka hilang kawan, sering diejek dan terpinggir. Lebih teruk lagi, terpaksa tidur, makan, mandi, bermain dan menonton TV dengan bau busuk.

"Itulah sebenarnya yang berlaku kalau kita simpan perasaan benci pada orang lain dalam hati. Bau busuk kebencian itu akan mencemari hati dan kita akan membawanya ke mana saja kita pergi. Jika kamu sendiri tidak boleh tahan dengan bau pisang busuk hanya untuk seminggu, cuba bayangkan apa akan jadi kalau kamu simpan kebencian sepanjang hidup kamu" beritahu Cikgu Maryam.

Maryam mengingatkan anak muridnya supaya membuang jauh-jauh perasaan benci daripada membebani hidup. Kemaafan adalah yang terbaik. Menyayangi lebih baik darpada membenci. Moralnya, jangan letak pisang dalam beg. Jangan simpan kebencian, dendam kesumat dan apa-apa yang mazmumah dalam hati. Macam pisang yg makin membusuk, begitu juga hati.

p/s: found dis story from iluvislam.com

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stupid template!!!!!!!

huhu..lately..me tibe2 terajin nak tukar template blog nih....it always gave me headache...tu la...ble org kate buta IT xmo ngaku...bajet sungguh saye ini...hahaha i want to make it pretty...syok sket nak bace...eventhough the entry is meaningless...haha so sowie k...nuthing much going on to talk about...later maybe...

adik,mane pause button kt remote ni??? huhu

sounds weird??!

firstly, fyi back at my house in Indonesia me and Hanim doesn't own a TV...takkan nak bli kot...the allowance we had is for books and needies like food and etc that if u can't buy it, you will die..hahaha a bit hyperbola..hahaha so, to fill our so called free time, is either we went out to the one and only mall that can be found in Jatinangor or sit back , relax and watch movie by using our lappy... fyi, pirated DVDs in Indonesia are very cheap.. so no wonder most of us has a box full of it... some of you may say, just download it from the internet..well, we can but the connection was never good enough for us to be satisfied every time we were surfing the net...

so, back to my real issue...cheh..is like im talking about world problem...sorry for the merepekness.... wwweee!!! O_0
everytime i want to take sumthing from the kitchen to nibbles along while watching the movie, of coz i'll pause the movie first then went to grab whtever i want to take at the first place... then back again at my comfy bed, and continue watching..that's mostly my routine...bowink kn??? huhu
so,back at home here in Malaysia, one night, my family and I watch this movie together... at some point i felt so thristy so i decided to drink some water at the kitchen..at grabbed the remote control from my younger sister...you know why???? guess la...hahaha
i was searching for the pause button on an ASTRO remote control!!!!!!!!! i was so fustrated when i couldn't find it...so i went," adik,my pause punyer button kt remote nih??!!!" then all my family go, "HUH?!" then only i realized, im watching the movie on the TV and not from my lappy....wooo~ silly me.... @_@

HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

now im at home...
finally meeting my family..
wht an ease of mind after struggling for the final exam...fuuhh..

im going to have lots and pots of fun during this holiday coz i deserved it...( cheh..mcm la study kuat sgt..kuang3)
alhamdulillah for my result..but i know i can improve more..
welcoming myself to the 3rd year program...
CARDIO system is waiting for me...woo~

luahan perasan ku~

Hey..it’s april oredy…times do fly fast huh??? Well…I juz finish my final exams…but one last thing though…remed OSCE…fuhh…in this post..im juz wanna tell u wht I felt for this recent exam…for the MDE HIS and COmPRE of HIS and DMS…I didn’t try to say it was easy but most of it came from the past years question…so I can say that I did answers all the question happily…though some parts I did some stupid voodoo practice to choose the answer…hahahahaha and that is of coz CRP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don’t know when exactly im gonna plant this ‘ilmu’ at any side of my brilliant brain…. For SOCA….gladly saying tha I got a B++…case was about atopic dermatitis..this the hard part..we never thought we got this case because we really didn’t have the case during the study period… so, bonus point towards those who really mastered the basic science in the case which are immune system especially humoral immunity… hypersensitivity….allergy…. atopic… and of coz skin… and minus point to those who don’t!! like me!!!!!!!! Hehehehe my fault is that I didn’t really mastered those immune regulation…interleukin…whtsoever not….huhuhu during my presentation….i finished 5 mins earlier…so the examiners have time to asked me lots and pots of question based on the case…unfortunately as I said before I didn’t really mastered immune system so most of it I answered wrongly…shamed on me… so instead of getting an A..because of the 5 mins pop quiz, I got a B…. but I didn’t felt angry at all towards the examiners because form the root itself you can see that is was my own fault…. Next came OSCE… it suck to be the first group to go…with SOCA dat juz finish the day before…honestly I didn’t studied well… of coz la…get back form SOCA, I slept the whole evening… at night, I tried my best to stuff all the skills up to my excellent brain….hahahaha my fisrt station was PE of malignancy…specifically hepatosplenomegaly exam…with the great Dr. Lelani (im not sure if I get her name correctly or not…xp) got scolded by her coz I didn’t followed the flow from the book… well…I juz did wht I practiced during the class plus nervousness… I messed up…but then she told me wht I did wrongly and asked me to re do it…in the correct ways.. I was like, there goes my first station… I was so sure that Im gonna failed… of coz I redo it correctly afterward but then you’ll never know…. Starting from that all the other stations sucks oso… furthermore, HAdi got messed up and he went into my station instead of his own… I didn’t get mad at him becoz according to arrangement of the stations, who wouldn’t get messed up… the adrenaline rush could coz you to be blind for a while…hahaha so, end up, both of us finish late compared to the others… right after the exams..i went out feeling so terrible… never in my life I felt at such after an exam… I saw farah cried and it coz me to shed my tears oso…we went out and cried together… at that time time, I really thought im gonna failed 12 from 15 station… and the station that I felt confident of passing it with flying colors are PE spine, dermato exam and lastly the rest station which I got 3 instead of one…hahahaha the admin told us that the result will be out at 4 pm that same evening,,,so, we went back home first… juz got my pendrive back from noi.. wht do you expect from it???? Of coz la it is all about KAT-TUN!!!!!!!!!!! Hahaha I spend the afternoon watching it all…which put me in a quite happy mood…laughing and all… at 3 pm… farah,syudud and me went to FK to see the result..anim stayed there coz she was In the 2^nd group and juz finished… we were so nervous… I was ready to see so many black boxes in my results…. But it come to my shock that instead of 12, I only failed for 3 station which are suturing due to unsterile procedure (lipat lengan baju and don’t touch the sterile drap), debridement due to me being stupid enough to misinterpret the Qs for wound toilet and lastly PE for paedetric allergy due to blankness coz I went into this station after all the confusion that occur due to wrong station accident… so, tomorrow I will have practice on the station that I failed and the day after I will have the remedial exam… all the best for me…. U can do it girl…. One last shot to welcome the 3^rd year…. ^_^

p/s: dis was written on 12th of April ye...

exam mode~

huhu...i guess all my friends in the twinning program are stressing out rite now due to the upcoming exam...FINAL babe!!!!! wusshoooo....

didn't think i could make it this far...alhamdulillah... praise to Allah for giving the courage and strength to continue this journey in becoming a doctor...

not much to talk about since my mind was being black-out due to information overload..hahahaha tu la sape sruh study last minute...O_0


so, that's all for now... to all TWP 07 people...all the best in exams.... blasah cukup2... pastu leh cuti kt msia puas2...hehehe


p/s; thanx to FAraHaiN sbb kasi tumpang ngenet kt umah die...hehehe