MeRePek JerK??!!

To early for another post huh?? Well…wht can u say…when sumthing come up to ur mind is better to quickly write it down or else it will be stuck in ur head forever…rite now all im thinking was it is actually hard for us to find true frens… though u said that A is ur besties or u even have a grup of besties…for me im not sure they really are my besties… for example, my frens n I Have been besties since we were in high skool… supposedly it should be 8 of us…but now im not really sure…woo~ it is not about them actually, all the thinking is about me…am I a good fren for them??? I can’t be with them when they need some1 to lean on…moreover, we were all far separated now… bz with our own life….last time we met was on December 2007…miss them so much…

but for now, all u can have is the frens dat are around u.. it is them whom u care about or even talk to when u have problems…. I really wanted to appreciate the frenship I have now… not wanting for it to be destroyed by anything… all the TWP 07/08 gurlz n boyz… I really truly love u guys…. Dunno how I can portray this…but I do hope dat we can be frens for as long as possible… moreover, it will be only u guys faces n craziness dat I will be seeing for the next 4 years to come…hahahaha I know it is hard for myself to open up my heart to everyone… well, as time flies… I’ll try my best…fix my flaw… cut down all the trashy talk about someone else.. my deepest apologies utk sape yg terase… im not perfect ok??? And whoever say dat they didn’t do those kind of talk are a complete liars!!!!! Hahahaha juz joking..=p coz I don’t want to end up graduating ‘alone’ if u know wht I mean…

so, enuf with ‘merepek’ness… got work to do… medical student always have stuff to do…flipping pages after pages of those freakingly thick books…. Hahahaha tipu saja… dats not me ok???? In my schedule, the most important thing is….JENG3… SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I seriously have to stop or else I will end up writing nonsense thing even more… ja ne!!!!!

MeRePek JerK??!!

Sashiburi ne???? ohaiyo….. well not much happen to me lately..same old, same old me… moving on with my life…still having the same probs…money especially… but then my house rental money part have been settled…both me n anim had paid our parts just recently.. I gain weight!!!!!!!!! Dunno know how to loose it though…. I try to do exercises at the evening but class really makes me tired n sleepy so all I wanted to do is sleep …. I Eat more than I should…huhu I think I’ll start with bringing not much extra money to class.. so dat I wont be able to g o to canteen I buy stuff to eat… eat less LIPID-full foods and more fruits…hahaha I oredy start on dat …. Eat less spicy food coz just recently I had to go to clinic due to pelvic pain…I thought it was appendicitis so dats why I go… so the doc ask me to less it up a bit… now,wht I wanted so badly is to have internet connection at my house… Im getting sick of having to go to bale net n sit there for 3 hours or even more just to surf internet….stupid padma!!!!! I dunno when they actually gonna respond….is not like they didn’t have my number which I oredy gave them like 1 week ago… well…dah give up..so let it be…it might be good for myself…but then I will become so bored at home..coz rite now my DVD player didn’t work… need money to get it fix which I don’t have rite now… so I juz kept repeatedly watch cartoon KAT-TUN to entertain myself which i oredy hafal wht happen in each n every episodes..huhuhu they are my only source… nak borrow hanim’s lappy..she wanted to use oso.. my life rite now is all about BORINGNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I wanted to go somewhere n have fun but no money…can’t afford to spend money recklessly anymore…woooo~ I try to save 500 Rp pr day..but it only last almost a month… coz rite now angkot fee is not 1500Rp anymore…the petrol price has went down so we only need to pay 1000 RP…heehehehe serve them rite… lastly…is about the issue of the Palestinians… I dunno wht to believe anymore… medias sometimes can be just a bunch of lies… all we can do is pray for them..n hoping that the war will stop soon… i don’t know wht Israel want so badly… n how barbarian they are n I felt sick towards those who didn’t see just how bad they are…. There are few things dat we can avoid buying to cripple the economy of Israel … like McD, KFC, n lots n pots of other things… most of it we use it or like it… we can stop it gradually… as for me… I try to stop going to KFc…n I hope I can do the same to McD ….dats all I guess… get bored oredy…. Later maybe… cho kimochi watta…. Hehehehe

Ur dearest KAT-TUN freak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HoLA 2009!!!!!!!

salam..

actually it was oredy quite late to welcome the year 2009 n oso tahun baru hijrah 1430...been bz lately..plus, with me not having internet connection at my house...to update dis blog everyday or even once a week, is hard..wooo~

well..so far...my life has been good...become a year older jusr recently makes me wanna do some 'reconstruction' to myself...no externally ye...my behavior,time management,self study...etc...cm bese la...easy to say like azam tahun baru la...kuang3

here are the lists:-

• watching muvies are only allowed during the weekend
• study everyday...dats ur job....medical books are interesting u know...LOL~
  
• save up some money..(bcoz i always have financial prob by the end of the month..woo~)
• diet??!!! (im not sure it can be done or not...hehe)
• jalan2 to bandung once a month or maybe once every 2 months...huhu
• etc..byk lagi sebenarnye....tp bowink la nak tulis semue...

so,i hope everyone can pray for me..so dat i can achieve all of these...

DIYANA, U CAN DO IT!!!! GANBATTE NE!!! IT IS TIME TO CHANGE!!! MARI BERHIJRAH!!!


p/s: dats for now i guess....really hope dat i can update dis blog everyday...lots n pots of things i wanna write....so much to say but so little time..woo~

HoliDAys bLuEs~

rite now...im sitting in a crowd of people at a foodcourt.... everybody else are busy digging in with their lunch while im juz clicking here n there with my laptop...cm pening je ayt ni...ni lah akibatnye ble dah lame x surf internet...sumer bende nak bukak... huhuhu siannye kt diri sndirik...waaa~

so skang ni cuti...nak kate lame tue..xla.. tp half from my batch blik msia la...sdeynye...sunyi...woo~
jgn tinggalkan daku!!!!!!!!!

it juz been a couple of days..tp rase cm nak gle dah...huhu
dasat kn...

erm... some of my frens which didn't go back to msia oso....planning on going for a trip to Sukabumi...i heard from them dat it was a quite nice place...ade pantai..coral n all dat stuffs la...cm bese...although i dah pegi pangandaran b4..which was oso pantai nyer tmpt..tp rase cm nak pergi lagi...coz g ramai2 kot..so cm best..hehe
konon tgh sunbathing..weee...

still in planning though..hoping everything will go smoothly...if not..i'll felt so damn rugi coz x blik msia... miss all my frens lor...cdey2...

I was TAGGED by Mr.Adie...woo~

• RULE #1 - People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any 1 questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.....

• RULE #2 - Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by and continue this game by sending it to other people.
  

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
go to heck with him..i'll be the best he neva had~

2. Do you like tags?
well..it helps when i have nuthin' to write about..

3. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
be a good doctor..help my family n others...
4. Whose butt would you like to kick??
JOHN!!!!!!!!
5. What would you do with a billion dollars?
bring my family to Mekah..Insya-Allah...

6. Will you fall in love with your bestfriend?
dah pun...long story..hehehe but he'll neva know about it...

7. Which is more exciting, kicking someone or being kicked by someone?
Both are very exciting(apsal tuka kaler jadi ijau plak ni??cane nk btulkn blik??)

8. Are you gorgeous?
OF COZ LA..hehehe

9. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
i'll steal him form his gurl...hahaha kidding lorr... juz hope dat he'll see me some way...

10. What do you pray each day for your loved one?
family bleh kn??? live happily n blessed by Allah for eva n eva..

11. What takes you down the fastest?
no money..huhu

12. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
neurologist...happy family with lovely hubby n wonderful children..ngee...
13. Why do you think you are so tensed up..no matter at the office..or at home or in your toilet??
neva be so tense everyday...so,no answer...
14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
dat kambing aa..he so mamai,kind,schizo sket..hehe

15. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
rich n married... money can't buy happiness..so it is good to share it with loved ones..

16. Who would you like to see the moment you wake up?
i prefer wht n not who... msg from my fren saying dat class is cancel ...hahahaha

17. What’s the character must have in your partner?
love me as I love him..

18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
none...

19. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
forgive yes...forget susah sket la...it keeps me aware..bcoz i'll not let wht he/she did to me happens twice..

20. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
SINGLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

21. Would you leave your family behind just to chase your dreams?
of coz not....because if it wasn't bcoz of them..i'll neva gonna reach it..


my mangse for dis tagging thingy are..jeng3
1) Farahain
2) Richie
3)Que
4)Mira noor
5) Ujeng
sowie guys...not many targets...hehe

A LesSon Worth 2 RemeMbEr!!!

i was feeling down recently...bcoz of the most important things for a student who are under scholarship or foundation or wateva...MONEY!!!!! it is probably not a big deal for some of us since they have additional scholar provided by PA&MA..fhm kan ape??hehehe well not for me tho... ok back to the problem guys...
supposely,every month around 20-22nd of dat month..duit dah msuk... paling lmbt pun 25th la...but dis month...we got it sooooooo LATE!!! why???? well..at first i didn't know what was the causative agent..i was so down bcoz nak bli kasut la...don't have one...all my shoes dah rosak..x byk pun tau..3 pairs only ye(attention 2 sape2 y byk kasut tue,borrow bley??hehehe) end up i had to wear my shoe dat have about 1 n 1/2 inch heel (Ihate heels!!!!!!!!) i prefer wedges tho..ekeke so not comfortable..since during classes u have to move around quite a lot..n moreover, im not so ladylike..lmh lembut n wat so eva not.... so pity me la kan...=(
ok...actually dah byk menyimpang ni...all i have to say is dat we need to be patient...money could be d problem for us which we thought so hard..but think again there are other people who were suffering a lot worse than us...i end up saying to myself...it's ok...sabar la..esok msuk la tue...( I actually smpat berkabung kejap..sdey lorr) Allah nak test je...kuat x thn mslh ni...kejap je..lek2..(bermonolog sndiri ye..)
all of a sudden, my fren dayang came to my haus..i asked her to check my account for me later dis evening....duit dak msuk lorr...alhamdulillah... Im not thinking of going shopping for shoes only ye.. I need dat money to pay d rent of my haus..books, since we've entered the new sems..byk tau..
juz wanna say sowie to anim bcoz during the 'berkabung' period...i was quite fuzzy n irritable...i didn't mean to be like dat..woo~thanx to Farah..coz sudi dgr n tmn I membebel pasal dis prob..hahaha
so....wht happen tomorrow?????
BANDUNG HERE WE COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PiTy Isma~

Yesterday at around 4am..
while im busy surfing the net...buglars broke into one of my fren's haus...
diorang tgh tgk bola kt ats...so x perasan...ISma's room is underground..so,susah la nak dgr pape...the buglars took away his laptop n PSP (which he bought it with his own money!!!) ciannye...i didn't know until later dat morning in class..
they said the buglars probably oredy aim d haus for a while..coz they managed to broke the window without making some serious noise..dasat2...
lucky he was upstairs..coz if he was in the room,the buglars might hurt him or anything..
i hope dat it won't happen again..Pak PoLisi lakukan tugas anda!!!!!