HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

now im at home...
finally meeting my family..
wht an ease of mind after struggling for the final exam...fuuhh..

im going to have lots and pots of fun during this holiday coz i deserved it...( cheh..mcm la study kuat sgt..kuang3)
alhamdulillah for my result..but i know i can improve more..
welcoming myself to the 3rd year program...
CARDIO system is waiting for me...woo~

luahan perasan ku~

Hey..it’s april oredy…times do fly fast huh??? Well…I juz finish my final exams…but one last thing though…remed OSCE…fuhh…in this post..im juz wanna tell u wht I felt for this recent exam…for the MDE HIS and COmPRE of HIS and DMS…I didn’t try to say it was easy but most of it came from the past years question…so I can say that I did answers all the question happily…though some parts I did some stupid voodoo practice to choose the answer…hahahahaha and that is of coz CRP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don’t know when exactly im gonna plant this ‘ilmu’ at any side of my brilliant brain…. For SOCA….gladly saying tha I got a B++…case was about atopic dermatitis..this the hard part..we never thought we got this case because we really didn’t have the case during the study period… so, bonus point towards those who really mastered the basic science in the case which are immune system especially humoral immunity… hypersensitivity….allergy…. atopic… and of coz skin… and minus point to those who don’t!! like me!!!!!!!! Hehehehe my fault is that I didn’t really mastered those immune regulation…interleukin…whtsoever not….huhuhu during my presentation….i finished 5 mins earlier…so the examiners have time to asked me lots and pots of question based on the case…unfortunately as I said before I didn’t really mastered immune system so most of it I answered wrongly…shamed on me… so instead of getting an A..because of the 5 mins pop quiz, I got a B…. but I didn’t felt angry at all towards the examiners because form the root itself you can see that is was my own fault…. Next came OSCE… it suck to be the first group to go…with SOCA dat juz finish the day before…honestly I didn’t studied well… of coz la…get back form SOCA, I slept the whole evening… at night, I tried my best to stuff all the skills up to my excellent brain….hahahaha my fisrt station was PE of malignancy…specifically hepatosplenomegaly exam…with the great Dr. Lelani (im not sure if I get her name correctly or not…xp) got scolded by her coz I didn’t followed the flow from the book… well…I juz did wht I practiced during the class plus nervousness… I messed up…but then she told me wht I did wrongly and asked me to re do it…in the correct ways.. I was like, there goes my first station… I was so sure that Im gonna failed… of coz I redo it correctly afterward but then you’ll never know…. Starting from that all the other stations sucks oso… furthermore, HAdi got messed up and he went into my station instead of his own… I didn’t get mad at him becoz according to arrangement of the stations, who wouldn’t get messed up… the adrenaline rush could coz you to be blind for a while…hahaha so, end up, both of us finish late compared to the others… right after the exams..i went out feeling so terrible… never in my life I felt at such after an exam… I saw farah cried and it coz me to shed my tears oso…we went out and cried together… at that time time, I really thought im gonna failed 12 from 15 station… and the station that I felt confident of passing it with flying colors are PE spine, dermato exam and lastly the rest station which I got 3 instead of one…hahahaha the admin told us that the result will be out at 4 pm that same evening,,,so, we went back home first… juz got my pendrive back from noi.. wht do you expect from it???? Of coz la it is all about KAT-TUN!!!!!!!!!!! Hahaha I spend the afternoon watching it all…which put me in a quite happy mood…laughing and all… at 3 pm… farah,syudud and me went to FK to see the result..anim stayed there coz she was In the 2^nd group and juz finished… we were so nervous… I was ready to see so many black boxes in my results…. But it come to my shock that instead of 12, I only failed for 3 station which are suturing due to unsterile procedure (lipat lengan baju and don’t touch the sterile drap), debridement due to me being stupid enough to misinterpret the Qs for wound toilet and lastly PE for paedetric allergy due to blankness coz I went into this station after all the confusion that occur due to wrong station accident… so, tomorrow I will have practice on the station that I failed and the day after I will have the remedial exam… all the best for me…. U can do it girl…. One last shot to welcome the 3^rd year…. ^_^

p/s: dis was written on 12th of April ye...

exam mode~

huhu...i guess all my friends in the twinning program are stressing out rite now due to the upcoming exam...FINAL babe!!!!! wusshoooo....

didn't think i could make it this far...alhamdulillah... praise to Allah for giving the courage and strength to continue this journey in becoming a doctor...

not much to talk about since my mind was being black-out due to information overload..hahahaha tu la sape sruh study last minute...O_0


so, that's all for now... to all TWP 07 people...all the best in exams.... blasah cukup2... pastu leh cuti kt msia puas2...hehehe


p/s; thanx to FAraHaiN sbb kasi tumpang ngenet kt umah die...hehehe

Try it!!!

i got dis from my fren's blog...a personality test...give it a try...

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Possession…

The nature of human being is dat we never satisfied with wht we have…always wanting more..craving for power and taking control…or owing something superior which can induce jealousy to the others…it can be good thing oso bad things towards us..

In a good way…by wanting more..for example… not satisfied with our exam result…we tend to work hard to achieve it..we can see dat it can be a good motivation… it could for our own satisfaction… we challenge ourselves knowing dat we can do better.. unfortunately dis doesn’t quite occur on me… academically, im lack of motivation..huhu im easily distracted and get bored real quick…dat’s my prob…

But then in bad way.. craving for more possession or etc…we tend to be ‘tamak’… dis kind of behaviour or ketamakkan never really reach its limit…there’s always more..and at some point, some people may use or chose the wrong path and make the wrong decision juz to achieve wht ever that they want…

And as for me… I realize that I keep regretting not having wht I wanted when someone else have it easily.. Easiest example is dat..i’m aiming on buying dis Hp (still in the step of mengumpul duit la…).. but then some1 said that he/she wanted to buy that particular Hp oso… when he/she know dat I want it too…and he/she doesn’t have to collect money first like I do coz they come from a rich family…im not saying dat my dad’s work as an army officer don’t pay enough.. but then to buy such thing which is not a needy…is not on the list dear~ other situation is…I used to say” bestnye kan kalau ade kete sendiri…x pyh susah2 redah hujan…nak g jalan2 mane2 pun senang…” byk lagi contoh laen sebenarnye.. I did as such unfortunately a lot huh?? Teruknye saye…..someone once said to me dat the ‘ IF ’ word is the word of the devil… I always heard people quoting that we shouldn’t regret or cry for things dat we couldn’t have..instead we have to cherish all the things dat we do have.. and now im going to do the same…

1) car… why couldn’t I have a car of my own now???
-Of coz la..keje pun blom…. Lagipun bdn tu dah mcm tong drum… kalu jln kaki kan leh exercise… ble lagi dpt chance cmtue…huhu
2) Hp…Hp aku la yg paling cikai sekali compare ngan org laen…
-xpe la cikai pun…kalu canggih2 sgt pun kamu bukan reti gune pun… Hp yg ade ni pun sebenarnye lebih dr cukup… walaupun xde gigi biru…haha dpt call family and contact ngan kwn2 di seluruh pelusuk dunia kn dah cukup…
3) Boipren??? I want one but then I also don’t want one…haha
- rimas la kalu asyik berkepit jerk… i know dat there is someone out there for me… Allah always fair… He might not make me involve in any r/ship now coz He know dat it will only disrupt my concentration on my study…. Alhamdulillah… lagipun kan best dpt kawan ngan sumer org without worrying that ur partner will get jealous…hehe
4) Bdn saye gemuk…kn best kalau ade body cm model..kecik jerk..snang nak cari baju…
-xpe la besar sket pun..asalkan sihat.. daripada kurus tp dok kuar masuk clinic… furthermore, kalu bdn saye kurus @ kecik and senang cr baju…tak ke akan ade high possibility dat saye akan ke bandung once a month to go shopping…hahaha I can put the money into more useful ways lorr… sedekah, bli buku which is the main priority and sumbat perut ngan mknn yg berkhasiat…seperti Pizza??!!! Hahaha juz joking..xp

~so people…. Be thankful with wht u have… because it might be wht u need after all… coz the things u want might be an endless affection and if u so into it u might end up getting urself hurt…

LUV UR LIFE!!!!!!!!

MEmory...

saye di'TAG' lagi oleh FAraHaiN..minah nie mmg xde keje laen..huhu

1. ape name penuh kamu ?

• ·NURDIYANA MAT NOR

2.ape maksud name kamu ?

• ·nur=cahaya, diyana= keagamaan

3 3.ape name glamer yg kawan kamu pggil kamu ?

• ·skula rendah= diyana....2 je yg snang...panggil nana kang sy xmo pandang...haha
  

• ·skula menengah=piper..nickname yg senior bagi...from cte charmed...lekat dowh smpai skang...hehe
  

• ·matrix = diyana pun ade..piper pun ade...sy x ksh...
  

4.kamu sekolah rendah di mane ?

• ·Sekolah Kebangsaan Desa Bakti(1995-1997)..(g skolah naek truck askar..hehe)
• Sekolah Kebangsaan Panglima Adnan(1998-2000)..yg ni dekat gle ngan umah...jln kaki 5 minit..luv dis skool and all my frens here..
  

55.ape name kawan baik kamu di sekolah rendah n menengah ?

·sekolah menengah: amer, ili,sheila, ain, ekin, yath, kay, tati....ramai lagi...coz i luv them all..weee!!!!

sekolah rendah:liyana(nie kembar saya ye...), fazrul,najib,maryam,wani...sheila,ili,tati,syamila,shida,izzah,intan...ala..ramai sgt...x larat nak taip..miss u guys so much!!!!!!!!!!!!

66.kamu sekolah menengah di mane ?

• ·Sekolah menengah sains tuanku ja'afar,Kuala Pilah,N9..kt dpn skolah ade kandang lembu...penyambut tetamu x bergaji..hehe
  

77.pengalaman kamu yg paling kamu ingat mase sekolah rendah ?

• ·kena cubit kt perut sebab bergaduh dlm kelas...hehehe cubit yg cm pulas tu tau..aka kene piut..cakit(T_T)
  

8 8.perkara memalukan yg kamu alami semasa sekolah rendah

• ·same seperti di atas.

• ·time tue darjah 3..saye dilantik menjadi penolong pengawas sesi petang...cikgu umum time meeting prefect satu sekolah..so prefect dr darjah 2-6 sumer ade...saye sgt nervous and end up tersasul byk gle... malu!!!!!

99.tempat faverit kamu di sekolah ?

• ·semua area kt dlm SKPA...coz each site have its own memory..
  

• ·kt sekolah menegah plak..Hostel....lots and pots of crazy stuffs happens here...dewan makan, sebab jasa makcik DM tu la aku leh idop selama 5 thn di STJ tercinta..

110.cikgu yang paling kamu ingat mase sekolah rendah, dan kenapa ?

• ·cikgu Saadiah...sbb die yg piut saye..huhu tp die sgt la baek sebenarnye...
• Puan Salina...cikgu sains, netball and cikgu kelas...best gle...
• saye x ingat name die..tp cikgu ni ajar math..n die org Sikh..die suke tulis CUAI!!!!!!!!!!! kalu slh wat keje...
  

111.mata pelajaran feverit ?

• ·English

1 12.mata pelajaran yg dibenci ?

• ·matematik(memang xleh go la..) n kajian tempatan(cikgu ensem la tp..hehe)

1 13.sukan yang pernah kamu ceburi mase sekolah ?

• ·netball

• ·lumba lari
• taekwondo
  

114.kalau di beri peluang, kamu ingin kembali ke tahun persekolahan yg mane ?

• ·form 1-5 kot... from here i learned to live my own life...

dis tag is now pass down to:

1) adie
2)isma
3)cik rye
4)amer
5)wan..if u read my blog..
6)paan...

SaYE YanG NAkaL ('',)

Hye…I have a confession…juz wanna say sorry to my friends…one is PO-G, my group member and CHIECHIE.. last Monday, we had a laboratory activity where we were using frog as the specimen… we want to check the effect of adrenaline towards blood vessels by checking it from the frog's tongue…but first we need to paralyzed the frog by drilling a hole in its head using a screwdriver-like thingy, then push it towards the vetebrae...i felt sorry for the frog actually...nape la x pengsankn je...coz we did that, the frog will end up dead oso...sorry to Mr.Froggy...for your info, we need the frog to be alive for the test..Proudly saying, for my group, i'm the one who did it..to tell you the truth, i was so damn scared..not the drilling part but i'm afraid that the frog will jump at me when i try to take it out from the jar...huhu i did itsuccessfully though w/out blood splattered onto my lab coat..woosshh..wht a relieved...

the main point is...both of my friends above were afraid of frog..huhu I decided to play around…just to tease PO-G.. hehehe but accidentally I made CHIECHIE afraid too… I noticed that I probably when overboard cause she was crying..i felt so horrible…dats me not knowing when to stop fooling around... addition, i had also put the frog into PO-G's bag afterwards but BTEE took it out coz xnak bersubahat...BRAVO TO BTEE!!! but I already apologized to both of them…. But then I need to take precaution so that it won’t happen again… I know that I shouldn’t be fooling around too much…woo~ sorry again guys!!!

p/s: actually it was so fun seeing PO-G running around the lab.. trying to avoid me and the frog…hahaha he is a big guy..chubby actually…so it was cute!!!! ^_^ jgn perasan ye po-g...