Possession…

The nature of human being is dat we never satisfied with wht we have…always wanting more..craving for power and taking control…or owing something superior which can induce jealousy to the others…it can be good thing oso bad things towards us..

In a good way…by wanting more..for example… not satisfied with our exam result…we tend to work hard to achieve it..we can see dat it can be a good motivation… it could for our own satisfaction… we challenge ourselves knowing dat we can do better.. unfortunately dis doesn’t quite occur on me… academically, im lack of motivation..huhu im easily distracted and get bored real quick…dat’s my prob…

But then in bad way.. craving for more possession or etc…we tend to be ‘tamak’… dis kind of behaviour or ketamakkan never really reach its limit…there’s always more..and at some point, some people may use or chose the wrong path and make the wrong decision juz to achieve wht ever that they want…

And as for me… I realize that I keep regretting not having wht I wanted when someone else have it easily.. Easiest example is dat..i’m aiming on buying dis Hp (still in the step of mengumpul duit la…).. but then some1 said that he/she wanted to buy that particular Hp oso… when he/she know dat I want it too…and he/she doesn’t have to collect money first like I do coz they come from a rich family…im not saying dat my dad’s work as an army officer don’t pay enough.. but then to buy such thing which is not a needy…is not on the list dear~ other situation is…I used to say” bestnye kan kalau ade kete sendiri…x pyh susah2 redah hujan…nak g jalan2 mane2 pun senang…” byk lagi contoh laen sebenarnye.. I did as such unfortunately a lot huh?? Teruknye saye…..someone once said to me dat the ‘ IF ’ word is the word of the devil… I always heard people quoting that we shouldn’t regret or cry for things dat we couldn’t have..instead we have to cherish all the things dat we do have.. and now im going to do the same…

1) car… why couldn’t I have a car of my own now???
-Of coz la..keje pun blom…. Lagipun bdn tu dah mcm tong drum… kalu jln kaki kan leh exercise… ble lagi dpt chance cmtue…huhu
2) Hp…Hp aku la yg paling cikai sekali compare ngan org laen…
-xpe la cikai pun…kalu canggih2 sgt pun kamu bukan reti gune pun… Hp yg ade ni pun sebenarnye lebih dr cukup… walaupun xde gigi biru…haha dpt call family and contact ngan kwn2 di seluruh pelusuk dunia kn dah cukup…
3) Boipren??? I want one but then I also don’t want one…haha
- rimas la kalu asyik berkepit jerk… i know dat there is someone out there for me… Allah always fair… He might not make me involve in any r/ship now coz He know dat it will only disrupt my concentration on my study…. Alhamdulillah… lagipun kan best dpt kawan ngan sumer org without worrying that ur partner will get jealous…hehe
4) Bdn saye gemuk…kn best kalau ade body cm model..kecik jerk..snang nak cari baju…
-xpe la besar sket pun..asalkan sihat.. daripada kurus tp dok kuar masuk clinic… furthermore, kalu bdn saye kurus @ kecik and senang cr baju…tak ke akan ade high possibility dat saye akan ke bandung once a month to go shopping…hahaha I can put the money into more useful ways lorr… sedekah, bli buku which is the main priority and sumbat perut ngan mknn yg berkhasiat…seperti Pizza??!!! Hahaha juz joking..xp

~so people…. Be thankful with wht u have… because it might be wht u need after all… coz the things u want might be an endless affection and if u so into it u might end up getting urself hurt…

LUV UR LIFE!!!!!!!!